Hi! I am Zhiqiang. I am a full-stack software engineer majoring in cloud computing area. I am the maintainer of Chaos Mesh, also I am enthusiastic in any kind of open source software.
On August 31th 2022, I left my job at PingCAP and started my gap year.
I will write a series of posts to review my gap year.
Fortunately, I have history weekly-recap posts, although it definitely less frequently than weekly, it’s still very helpful to review my gap year.
I have to grant that the gap-year would really consume the ambitions. On the days I just left the PingCAP, I sent lots of resumes to companies to get a job, even I have some unrealistic dreams that I (we) build a new start-up based on Chaos Mesh. But now, what I want is only having a good sleep everyday, then enjoying everything that I do.
It’s so awkward that I still no back to the regular weekly recap. 😅
And there are still no many things recorded in Journal since last weekly recap written.
I always stuck with drawing UI.
I have made some bad UI design like these:
I was struggling with the UI design, the layout, typography, color, animation, etc.
In last few weeks since I completed the TOEFL test, I do not learn English anymore. And I also break the plan in gym with the coach.
I am avoiding the potential things that makes me unhappy, but it is the thing makes me unhappy in the long term.
Anxious people live in the future, regretful people live in the past. I DO live in present, I fell happy, but I am fear about the future.