Honestly, I do not know I have to grant that the gap-year would really consume the ambitions. On the days I just left the PingCAP, I sent lots of resumes to companies to get a job, even I have some unrealistic dreams that I (we) build a new start-up based on Chaos Mesh. But now, what I want is only having a good sleep everyday, then enjoying everything that I do.

Overview It’s so awkward that I still no back to the regular weekly recap. 😅 And there are still no many things recorded in Journal since last weekly recap written. Professional Stuff New way to build User Interface: Chat Bot I always stuck with drawing UI. I have made some bad UI design like these: I was struggling with the UI design, the layout, typography, color, animation, etc. Until recent

In last few weeks since I completed the TOEFL test, I do not learn English anymore. And I also break the plan in gym with the coach. I am avoiding the potential things that makes me unhappy, but it is the thing makes me unhappy in the long term. Anxious people live in the future, regretful people live in the past. I DO live in present, I fell happy, but I am fear about the future.

Overview This is the weekly recap post spans from May 21 to June 16, 2023. This post might be longer than usual, because I do NOT spend much time on preparing language tests. 🤡 Instead, I spent lots of time on social activities and playing video games. 😅 So there are lots of things to write down. Actually, I’m almost exhausted just listing these things on titles. 😵 Here we